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simple about me LeLeN ... I'm a NURSE's student(July 2009 - Dec 2015) Currently working in a Hospital in post natal high risk ward Sometime you dont understand me~~ but I wish U dont.. *I've been deleted some of my words here due to my current surrounding and interaction with other.. which is not suitable about me now.. Back to my point I have 5 siblings.2 sister a brother and young brother all of us married and multiply except my young brother.. I know your shining eyes but you don't like me actually.. before you do that think yourself first. Hate me and do ahead.. the one Who create me is create you too. So you are trying hating God. Peace be with you

Friday, July 23, 2010

Semester 3


Be Strong LeLeN


My second year and my Semester 3 they gave 4 credit hours for treatment on CARDIAVASCULAR and RESPIRATORY patient
What I use to take it easy n try to love it and make relationship with him even I dont like him I use to know him so that I can fell in love with him.
arrhhh~~ I Got LAN subject MORAL hmm~ I sue kill myself but I did well on my SPM I need back to my secondary hayooo~~~ hope I will do well I dont want say this is a crapy subject even the butterfly keep on flying asking me this is a CRAPYY~~~ no I'm not going at least it teach me to be wise ^_^ some more they put 3 credit hours for this. OH MEN! I need TaKE seriouse. Hope I can smash it and do my best!
2 credit hours for
treatmen on gastrousus, Intergument, oncology and bla bla bla....
aUchH~~~ we also got Computer for NUrses okey~~~ to educate people who dont like use computer I agreeeeeee~~~
Gambatte kudasai LeLeN~
Things that really annoying me is a Nursing Practical this one since my first sem till now I wish they decrease the credit hours but then still 4.
which is there is 3 things I need to look up give attentions:-
1. Clinical attachment( I choose Hospital Keningau. God in Your hand I surrender everything I may not know what happend maybe it will be fulled by my senior or closed due to bad cases by my senior.I like went to hospital feels like I do charity)
2. Pen and paper Objective Structured Clinical Examination (OSCE) they give a picture like oxygen tank then we need label it and somemore calculation sometime it's kill me because of weird questions
3. OSCE hm~~~~ this is perfect included model~~~ I need act like a actress hahaha talk to the patient and my lecturer as a FILEM DIRECTOR hahahahaah ;p~~~~~
My Semester 2 OSCE was the funnies.
Only God now it~ I didn'y mean make a joke but then the model and my lecturer laugh 1st is it my fault~~ i just give my answer it doesn't say wrong hmmm~~~ maybe base on my action hmmm ^_^


You are my HUNGER my THIRST

Ave Maria Lyric~
The lyrics really means to me~ I do I've lost in many times but then why and why I'm not back to Mother Mary event though I keep the Rosary and use it ~~
when She mention about Friend but then still feel alone thats true I'm going through.. its painful no body knew it even it's came out to words. Maybe they also feels like me but I didn't notice. When I reach at the peak of myself only tears can answer me and be my friend. I always feel emptyness because of less bonding with God. We know that we're people who always fall n we need back to God even we felt not worth for Him.
The only things that can make us close with God is talk to Mother Mary she always there for us no matter how poor we are.
Position, Money and so on~~ didn't gave us an eternal life instead make us out of world~~
I'm out of words~~~~ bye~
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Cynicism -I believes all people are motivated by selfishness


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Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Flowerist

while I busying put caption all the flower's photo. It's remind me before I futher my study. 1 and a half year I wait for the S** but nothing worth it.

My father suggest if I cant futher study or else~~ why not I take another way to built my future... then I look into myself. What is the most things I like to do? everytime I try to look on I only heard Flower n in my imagination a colorful flower.

Without guilty, shame and confident I told my father I would like to be a flowrist. Some parent will be laugh maybe because they wish thier childrents become a teacher, lawyer, doctor and so on but my father just agree it.

I know he definitly not satisfied but then after a few weeks he went to renewal his trading license he told me about the opportunity to be a flowerist.

It's very simple they just wanted a certificate that u had learn about flower or else.
Take shop lot picture for your own shop
that's it.

When I waiting a seminar for flowerist and business I got offer to futher study at my current school.

Even I cant be a flowerist but I believe one day I have chance or else just plant in my house. I will always love flower as before, their beauty remind when they had to fade.

Flower are the sweetest things God ever made, and Forgot to put a soul into ~Henry Beecher~

Flower

It's all about Flower
I really love to draw this until I decided make like this.

I think most of my time when I getting tired only flower can cheered me.
I pick this flower while we're waiting our transpot to fetch us.
It was taken near Hospital Tunku Ampuan Rahimah, Klang.


Only plants can cheered me.
I plant this seed that wrote BE STRONG

This I took during Christmas Eve 2009 while waiting our food.

I took while I passed the flowrists at Sutra Habour Resort

Front View

I LOVE Flower


Yellow


This flower my mama took home when she alone in the hall.
This is my aunti's Rose during her Wedding in 2008 she used to hold.
I took before the ceremony begin.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

100 Reasons To Become A Nurse - CollegeTimes™

100 Reasons To Become A Nurse - CollegeTimes™

CSS St.Francis Xavier

Me n Momoi went to SFX actually they told us today got practise dance for cultural night on August 21st Orginize by Mogun Society Malaysia(MSM) but then the activity was like Praise n Worship,bible sharing, Sharing and games.

we start with introduce ourself follow by praise n worship,bible sharing, games and Sharing.

Thing that very challenging for me is GAMES!! usually the best part is games but its totaly different but very excitement. We've given a piece of paper. we need list at least 5 good character to the person who u knew well.
my self is written like above picture~~~ hmmm I'm not satisfied at all that the things that she wrote isn't me. She really mean it, yesh I know. After I shared that I'm not satisfied the next games same as well like this but we need list Bad character but then she cant wrote because she dont has idea and me as well.

Today I felt very lovely because instead of going out to get enjoy I also enjoy with the praise n worship which I can sing, dance and talked with God~~
I feel enjoy and free~~~
Gratia El Shaddai

SEM 1 result


Anatomy and Physiology C+
Nursing Science(1) B-
Psychology and
Development Psychology & sosiology B+
Communication, Relationship
&
community and Professional Development B-
English For nursing B-
Nursing Practise(1) A


my GPA : 3.00 hmmm not bad LeLeN, Seriusely after come back from holidays in kk I didnt open any book I didnt study.I sat exam best on my information in classes. For those of you who lazy to open books the most important is give your full attention in class when lecturer give thier lecture in ask question if you dont have any question thats mean you dont understant your study. I dont believe for those of "us" understand easily. People who are learing will came out with so many quetions, Aren't it?
anyway~ all the answer it's in your hand..actually we are the one who gave MARK to our own RESULT.You do the very best for your study and for sure you will know what will CAME out..DON'T it?

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I'm not laugh to the Blind man but He CHEAT us!

A moment ago while we having teh tarik in Maulana at Taman Tun Dr.Ismail(TTDI)... a friend of mine laugh at a blind man who almost bang to the mast land~~ but there is a man pull his shirt so that he not bang to the mastland. They came to my friend sale a tissue but my friend didnt "layan" and they away. I try give hint to ma friend for stop laughing but after The Blind Man across the road then he try to sit at the motorcycle... the things that make me shock he take his cell phone and press it seems like he texting messege!!but I think he use the special cell phone for the special people but the things that really make me sure he NOT blind is when the crosier fall down he simply take it and he know where the crosier fall . WTF-ish I saw!!! He was Cheating to us!!!! and he folded and kept the crosier in his beg then~~~ Well God see your people what they try do~~ I'm not blame my friend who laugh at him~~~ Lord, forgive us as we forgive those who sins again us. Amen