Our first day, it seemed so magical

I remember all the time that I had with you

Remember when you first came to my house?

You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

my 2010 Biodata

わたしは maryline です n they call me LeLen.playful,noty, sot n dareDevil is me but sumtym 100% formal-nerd-.
I Love my career.
Talk n threat makes me satisfied.
^_^ is my friend
(●̮̮̃•̃) (●̮̮̃•̃)
/█\❤/█\ = ❤ !! ✔

❤ finish the sentence ❤
✔ I Would Like To.... say Thanks a lot
✔ You Are My Favorite.... Puppy ^_^
✔ Can I.... take a minute to give myself space
✔ I Love....how you LOVE me
✔ I Just Came Back From.... space
✔ What Do.... you think about me?
✔ Are You.... alright?
✔ I Wanna....meet Yuya Tegoshi >.< ✔ Will You....simplified my life? ❤ favourites ❤ Color ✔ WHITE-10%,pink-30% n PURPLE -20% (most of my stuff colourful 40%) Food ✔ 2007-eggplant with sambal ✔ 2008-cheese cake Sutra Habour Resort ✔ 2009- every type of shushi at Usagi Karamunsing. ✔ Sept -Hawain Chicken at SS2 (hahahha) ✔ 2010-Hot Dog n Vanilla Ice cream at IKEA Mutiara Damansara (only RM3) Sport ✔ @.@ Animal ✔PuPpy ^_^ Ice Cream ✔Vanila n Chocolate Candy ✔ NiL Store ✔ Living Cabin >.<
Number ✔ 1 & 5
Holiday ✔ hmmmm.... Let me blow my mind later on...its not a right time
Gum ✔ Jabsen hahaha~~~~~
Season ✔ Spring warhh~~~~ Flower around me ^_^
Radio Station ✔!@#$%^&*
Body Part On Opposite Sex ✔ Eyes –I know when he cheat me- ;p~~~~

❤ have You ever ❤
Been in Love ✔ I do, I’m not a DoLL
Prank Called ✔ British humour
Flashed Someone ✔ always...my friends
Been Drunk ✔ yeaps... that was the worst part
Been High ✔ @.@ I dunt think so, its random
Played Truth or Dare ✔ yeaps on my15th with LASPEZ
Stole Something ✔ arrrr...mmmhhh.. if I do I will shouted and told my friend
Lied ✔ yah of coz everytime everywhere to save my situation ;p~~~
Got Suspended ✔ yeap~~~~ every my BesTday
Got Expelled ✔ mayB~~~~ what a Worst...

❤ spell name in ❤
Spanish ✔ Maríalínea (el linaje de María)
English ✔ Maryline
French ✔ Maryligne
German ✔ Maryline
Chinese ✔玛丽线
Korean ✔마릴린
Japanese ✔マリリン
Arabic ✔ مارلين
Russian ✔ Мэрилин
Portuguese ✔ Marlim
Italian ✔ Linea Mary
Latin ✔ Marilyn

❤ last....
Person You Hugged ✔ forgot oledy
Person You Kissed ✔ Ha? Emm..arr
Person Who Wanted To Kiss You ✔ I don’t know
Person You Wanted To Kiss ✔ NOT in my List
Person You Called ✔ ayoo... I cant remember whos Da’ last...
Thing You Said ✔ wakakakakakakaka
Person You Flirted With ✔ Tutut
You Danced With ✔ Keith (During E.M’sia party @ KA on 12/06/10)
You Talked To ✔ GOD everyway...

my name is ♥MARYLINE♥
.: ❤♥Pretty.Short♥❤:.
.: ❤♥Loving.Understanding.Cheerful♥❤:.
.: ❤♥Make peopLe happY♥❤:.
thats me ♥LeLeN♥
♥N♥❤♥❤♥ is a work of ❤♥HEART♥❤

3 things that always remind me

Life
1. Date of death
2. fate
3. Fortune

Spiritual
1. Faith
2. Hope
3. LOve

Provision to death
1.Prayer
2.Wisdom
3.Appropriation

I'm trying to live it but its hard than u think. Stop thinking I'm a good person.


Ima 23 years old this year currently Stay in Palm Spring Damansara near IKEA
Student yes I am
working(practical) a'ha each semester I went
I like Enjoy n meeting new people n exchange opinion
this Is the End....
Please Pray For me

Sheila On 7 ft. Tasya - Sephia

Sheila On 7 ft. Tasya - Sephia

SHAYNE WARD

"Stand By Me"

Nothing's impossible
Nothing's unreachable
When I am weary
You make me stronger
This love is beautiful
So unforgettable
I feel no winter cold
When we're together
When we're together

[chorus]
Will you stand by me?
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me?
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

When day turns into night
I look into your eyes
I see my future now
All the world and its wonder

This love wont fade away
And through the hardest days
I'll never question us
You are the reason
My only reason

Will you stand by me?
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me?
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

I am blessed
To find what I need
In a world loosing hope
You're my only believe
You make things right
Everytime after time

Will you stand by me?
(Stand, stand by me)
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me?
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

[repeat chorus]

Stand by me
No more darling I want you by my side
I want you hear with me

Bandung's Training briefing.

Soft skills talks by Puan Chin.

She briefs it very simple and every times when she talks to us I felt very excited to listen it. Last time when I was in Sem 2 I really Do NOt like her but I felt in love with her during her talks sessions on last week ( today is March, 24th 2011).

she said :-

"YOU COMPLAINT A LOT ABOUT PEOPLE BUT YOU DIDN’T LOOK AT YOURSELF”


Back to my Point:-

Soft skill is about
-interactions
-job performance
-career prospects


* I can’t concentrate my blogging now because I’m waiting a signal (miss call) from my classmate. hmm…yuh!!.. It is been long already exploring here but I don’t get any signal… better I look them or I’m going skip the classes…-2:25pm March, 24th 2001 (Thursday) -

I'LL Stand By YOU

Oh, Why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So,
If you´re mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
But hey, what you've got to hide
I get angry too
But I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
Don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if your wrong...

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
And when,
When the night falls on you baby
You´re feeling all alone
Walking on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I`ll stand by you

Today is The day

hahaha… today I late wake up… it is about 7++am…I still felt weak due to my coughing fever and muscle pain. I guess you can imagine how I goes into my situation…


I boil water n kept for drinking then I ask my roommate to take bath but then she replied “ pi lah ko dulu” then I grab my towel n my shower bag and bath… Tutut n Bakekang away first because I know I’m going to make them late and I can go by myself alone.

Mr. Rain is waiting me. I don’t have umbrella while passing the road two of my senior following me from the back side. The bus gone already it is ok la… I can walk to Pelangi but the problem is I’m still not recovering from my sickness and the rain pouring like happily.

yeah!!! My sock n shoes wet, I felt not comfortable but pretending like nothing ^_^ what to do…. almost 10 o’clock the bus come. On the way to college the bus told us that we need go to the next bus because the bus broke off. Everybody is like Ikan Sardin must fit in the bus then again... the extra down go back to the first bus because the second bus overload already… Ceh celaka the driver bus lied to us. hujan-hujan lagi tue

Today subject is Environmental Health (E.H) ‘kalau bukan kerana’ this subject I wont go to class because I know I will not read and do revision on the subject that I don’t like and I DO NOT KNOW ^_^ sorry this is me… even I am sick I will not be indifferent if i felt the subject very important. I will get the paid on my result later on ^_^ Yes, I will, I will

Today I try to be punctual yeah!! I try... ^_^

♂a week already I didnt Rosary

♀you know I am hungry now

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My LeNt

Celebrate Lenten season by my own self....
it is not my wish at all but ya!... Thanks God for this.

Last week I’ve been attended the formation of 'Compassion Walk' that will be held on 12th March 2011 at St. John cathedral, Kuala Lumpur. Thank You Lord for this. You now I miss so much this kind of activities.

I’ve meet with Sr. Yvonne and I’m asking about my vocation and I release every single things that burden me.. When I said “Sometimes I scold God” then she replies “yes! Go ahead scold Him” I laugh n smile but at the same time I felt comfortable.. WHY? Lord.. Why oh Lord you separated my self with my family and friends?

Okay NO! Doubt about this again.. hmm yesterday (March, 6th)
Lord Really… Yes!! He really walks with me! I went to Church at SFX alone. When preparing, I’m wondering should I eat before or after come back. I might be hungry if I’m not eating ‘fasting. Fasting prepares your self for lent’ bothering me hmmm… but if I eat I will be late go to church… then I ignore the sound of my head then continue prepare my food. While eating I kept on looking on my hand watch. I say grace at 4pm sharp and 10 minutes I finished, ready to move.

I’m very afraid if I late coz it doesn’t mean anything if the mass started. I told my self if the mass begun just take communion because it is the most important. But!!!! You know what this sound of voice telling me “No…you can not take communion if you didn’t heard the words of God” while walking I just mumbling as I like to do “hoping the bus will be there as I reach the bus stand”

Jesus is beautiful He is beautiful…
As I walk out from the gate I saw the bus coming…. Halleluiah!!!!!!..... I know he already plan something for me. I just smile and whispered THANK YOU LORD.

Ok then, now I’m trying to practicing my spiritual life… I hope God will hold me during this lent… Temptations will be greater yesh!!! I know into Jesus hand I surrender everything..

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3rd Dice - New Hope With Lyric

I know I'm foolishing myself but....

God are we still have chance?

I want he know I LIKE him.... I wish I can help him.... I want tell him I _ _ _ _ him
I want change is future and make it bright...

Lord, into Your Hand I surrender everything. There is nothing impossible into your hand.AMEN!!!

Mengasih Maria (Lisa A. Riyanto)

remind me my teenage which we sang this song when finished Rosary

Bahasa Cinta (Andaikan aku pahami)

I want to be like her.
"help people for those who cannot help them self in this new century which is you may facing fake" -Maryline Perisin-

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Bersatu Dengan Tuhan

KYRIE ELEISON - Mass for Four Voices

Come as you are hymn

Come As You Are by Fr. Paul Gurr, O.Carm.

Come as you are. That’s how I want you.
Come as you are. Feel quite at home.
Close to my heart, Loved and forgiven,
Come as you are, Why stand alone.

No need to fear, Love sets no limits,
No need to fear, Love never ends.
Don’t run away, Shamed and disheartened
Rest in my love, Trust me again.

I came to call sinners, Not just the virtuous,
I came to bring peace, Not to condemn.
Each time you fail, To live by my promise,
Why do you think I’d love you the less.

Come as you are, That’s how I love you,
Come as you are, Trust me again.
Nothing can change the love that I bear you,
All will be well, Come as you are

My Parents

Photo by: F i l e x D e R a n d y I n d r a

Father's death is like an umbrella broken,

Mother's death is like a train passed by.

-From a book: Life without a choice. Written by: Karuna Kusalasaya-

I don't think my parents like me. They put a live teddy bear in my crib.

-Woody Allen-

Looking at this pic remind my first step in Peninsular. After a month in Peninsular with ill heart, home sick and so on~~ I'm joining a Borneo Camp orginized by Kristus Aman Chapel in Taman Tun Dr.Ismail. The camp situated in Good Shepherd, Church at Damansara Height.

I couldn't remember when its on because I need open my 2009 Diary its all written on when I was joining the camp.

I still remember and still linger in my mind each one of us had been given a piece of paper and they told us to draw any particular things represent you and your family and you must discribe. Why you choose it? and why? so on.. Only 15minutes had been given.

*When I get the paper n pencil. I don't have any idea to draw on. Looking at my other friends busying drawing. I spent 5 minutes to find what should I draw and I keep on telling myself I SHOULD DO because its remind my BELOVED family at the moment I asked IHS to make it easier that hard for me.

As I said before I only like flower thats all only in my head. Then, suddently I got and an idea draw

TREE it will represent my both parent ~they standing there far away from me and wait me home with an old root based on soil waiting the ground refused provide water and food to them.

CLOVER represent my sibling ~they are colour of my life cheering me and couraged me.

BUTTERFLY my friends ~fly in the sky freely hoping that I will meet them again and play with them again.

Big Clover is me

As I drawing and my tears falling heavy like a rain and flow like a river which is difficult for me to stop on..

And I draw the TREES same as well like above picture but the background not like that lar~~~

This life had teach me so much I am a CRUEL daughter who always againts my parents word when they try corrected me. There were a time I pounch my bapa face when I fight with him due to save my sister. Next day I saw a blue-reddish swelled near his eyes.

"Lord, I know this is your punishment to me I do, with open hand I receive it but please keep them protect them and keep them in a good health. I know my journey still long and I know its hard for me stay again with them because I already deal with my life now and you know my base will be somewhere but not in sabah. I will give everything I have to them because I know one day I'm not beside them when they fall sick. I will paid everythings with my successful. Lord, only these Lord I ask You. In Your name I pray Lord.Amen."

In christ alone,

Maryline Perisin

*2:39 *A1409 room no.1 Palm Spring, Kota Damansara, Kuala Lumpur.

YouTube - Everyday God

YouTube - Everyday God


each time I watch, I feel something warm flowing through my eyes... Lord you that... Everyday I praise You hoping you will give me strength to face my day. I'm not worth in this world, each day I kill people without my notice Lord, Have mercy on me~~ lets your plan be within me and lead me till my final breath.. I surrender everything Lord.

TwentyeLevent

its a long road I need ta pass on.....

exchange year....
i never prepare for it...

as I came back from my nest. I felt like I been renewed I never had a feeling such scared to move on like before maybe I'm getting mature

after 2 days been in hostel I heard rumors from my house mate that this sem 4 my college will send some of student go to Indonesia for practical.

I been missed to apply it on that day because I thought they just playing each other. After arriving from class I heard it again then I start asking them is it "true" or "not"
hmmm.... yes that it. Quickly I told my friend I also want to go... then she asked the person who incharge of this. Luckly there is still 4 left empty. I gave my full name, ID card number, matrix number and my number phone as they ask me to do so,

I really don't understand........ WHy and why, why? I got this....
"Lord, what is your next plan for me?"

I can feel that my future will not such as my brother n sister who came back to my family after their education jounery and having their own family and life.

I still have lot of things to achieve on~~
I want to go the place that I haven't reach on. I want to do the things that won't regret me later on~~
" Lord, can I Do this alone?"

For this year I start to not listen my family words I start do my own decisions.
Lets I deal everything by my self or later on I will regret for the rest of my life.

I found myself in trouble when I fall in love with someone.
Sometimes I really don't understand myself.. What I try to do... I made my days very stupid... Should I carry on~~ why oh why?

I haven't do my own vision for this year... the butterfly keep on playing in my mind but I didn't catch her....
I will catch her today if there is no barrier...

This morning I send a Verse to someone. I hope he know I like him very much.... I can felt I got chemistry with him... I never met a person like him who share his life story for me.
I really want to help him.. to love him even though I know that I'm going to foolishing myself.. I know there is no ending story between us because I dont want againts the law of God.

I just surrender everything to God. I will keep myself NO SEX before Marriage. Lets the time answer it.
"Lord, I want to be with him at two times only.... NOW and FOREVER.In your name I pray. Amen."

A cup of coffee (Hospital Keningau)

1st week = November, 1st - 4th

1st day - Orientations as usually every time out for play in this field.
~ I wanna' flow the river where ever it flow ^_^

2nd days - Went to Female Medical Ward like ordinary do basic skills
* talking and listening psychiatric word ^_^


2nd weeks = November, 8th-12th

Specialist clinic for 3 days starting at 8am until 1pm.
* give direction them how to use nebulizer
* remove suture
* injection
*putting ECG
*meeting with psychiatric people

November, 10th – (last office) “this is my 1st time handled dead body as people said do they like they still alive. Yes! That’s it.”

November, 11th – having welcoming & farewell party at Permata Cafe.
~when e help, love & caring to the people and it paid to us ♥♥♥♥ the PPK Tenom game me pen to say thanks because I help him~


3rd weeks = November, 15th - 16th

The street not very busy. “We roll like usually we did”


4th weeks = November, 22nd - 25th

we move to Male Surgical Ward “Actually I really interested confront with female even though sometime its very difficult to handle & work with them is seem a magnet ‘U’ match with ‘U’ side but I prefer them."

November, 26th –(Bunsit river) “We having CPR test, picnic and some games that very enjoyable”


5th weeks = November, 29th - December, 4th

~Love, Faith and Hope. Love all my heart my own self and do Not ruin. Faith with the Almighty one and bow to His law. Hope got blessing for each things I do, guide and protect my parent, friends and future.
“Watching a reality people with gastric C.A final stage listening his complaint looking him mixing with people and trying to cheer him self accepting what he got and waiting to end his life with happiness make me felt bad and sad that I should learn something from this LiFE”

December, 2nd - Inserting Ryle’s tube to Sabina Agapitus a.k.a EnanG and she insert me too.


6th weeks = December, 8th - 10th

“A mess we done left the task that we suppose do it. I’m sorry Lord, for the things I done.”


7th weeks = December, 13th - 17th

”The street goes smoothly. Tiredness told me after homed.”


8th weeks = December, 20th - 23rd

December , 21st – welcoming & farewell party at Juta Hotel

December, 23rd – saying good bye to all the peeps at Male Surgical Ward. – meeting and gave testimonial make me eyes pour down.
”Alive teach me how to live carefully how sweet the rhythm of people path when we look their climax of their story. I know its already had planed by God. Just admit even difficult to swallow the things that really cough our sadness. All we have to do Praise to God and live life fully."


Over Roll > Each clinical posting I had a wonderful and different experience and memory that should and compulsory to capture and keep it. The beautiful moment I get in Hospital Keningau meeting with psychiatric, final stage cancer, dead body and last but not least a Very supporting and great Clinical Instructor Sir Galisin, Madam Evelyn and Sir Alex.



From my self-------> on bended knees and begged head I ask for apologize. My harsh words attitude and so on that hurting you all. The GOOD things I had done are from GOD and the BAD things came from my own self. See you again if got chance. Pray for me.



Love in christ,

Maryline Perisin

A cup of coffee (Hospital Keningau)

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