My LeNt

Celebrate Lenten season by my own self....
it is not my wish at all but ya!... Thanks God for this.

Last week I’ve been attended the formation of 'Compassion Walk' that will be held on 12th March 2011 at St. John cathedral, Kuala Lumpur. Thank You Lord for this. You now I miss so much this kind of activities.

I’ve meet with Sr. Yvonne and I’m asking about my vocation and I release every single things that burden me.. When I said “Sometimes I scold God” then she replies “yes! Go ahead scold Him” I laugh n smile but at the same time I felt comfortable.. WHY? Lord.. Why oh Lord you separated my self with my family and friends?

Okay NO! Doubt about this again.. hmm yesterday (March, 6th)
Lord Really… Yes!! He really walks with me! I went to Church at SFX alone. When preparing, I’m wondering should I eat before or after come back. I might be hungry if I’m not eating ‘fasting. Fasting prepares your self for lent’ bothering me hmmm… but if I eat I will be late go to church… then I ignore the sound of my head then continue prepare my food. While eating I kept on looking on my hand watch. I say grace at 4pm sharp and 10 minutes I finished, ready to move.

I’m very afraid if I late coz it doesn’t mean anything if the mass started. I told my self if the mass begun just take communion because it is the most important. But!!!! You know what this sound of voice telling me “No…you can not take communion if you didn’t heard the words of God” while walking I just mumbling as I like to do “hoping the bus will be there as I reach the bus stand”

Jesus is beautiful He is beautiful…
As I walk out from the gate I saw the bus coming…. Halleluiah!!!!!!..... I know he already plan something for me. I just smile and whispered THANK YOU LORD.

Ok then, now I’m trying to practicing my spiritual life… I hope God will hold me during this lent… Temptations will be greater yesh!!! I know into Jesus hand I surrender everything..

http://www.ehow.com/how_4789019_prepare-for-lent.html